my make up looks really good right now but ohhhhhh well goodnight
i really wish i had photoshop/graphics skillzzzzz
maybe i’ll download some free something and try it out? i need more original content on mah blawg
i wish i was driving at night and singing fleet foxes songs with the windows down because i don’t want to feel empty inside. and enough nighttime air will fill up those empty pockets in my chest.
i have this picture that i took of myself when i drew emma stone’s tattoo on my own wrist.
you can see the huge burn mark from last week that looks like self harm and i’m kinda not wearing a shirt (not that you can see anything JEEZ)
i’m hesitant to put it as my sidebar even though i really like it and think it looks cool
why must society be such a bummer sometimes.
things i feel the need to make a test post about:
my blog mainly consists of:
- gifsets of really attractive people with my non-sensical tags
- liveblogging tv shows
- music i dig
- the great outdoors
- reaction gifs
- and that’s pretty much it
things that are exhausting:
- job hunting
- trying to make people listen to you when you feel like you’re screaming into deep space and no one can hear you and no one wants to hear you
- job hunting
everything gives me feels. i really like good music and playing frisbee. i have the song for the first dance at my wedding picked out. i really like crying. the internet is my home because it understands me. movies and television make me really happy. being around happy, passionate people is my favorite thing. i call everyone mean names and i very rarely mean it and i should probably stop. social media is my favorite. i like to comment on things and tell people how much i love them.
i don’t know what the fuck i’m doing right now.
surround yourself with good, funny, equally nerdy people. listen to really good music as much as possible. spend time making friends on the internet and discovering just how small the world can be. go hiking and see how insignificant you really are. look at good art and share it with your friends. read good books twice through cover-to-cover. join fandoms. sit in the sun. realize how truly great life can be.